for all the very kind comments left here and the emails I received,. I am fine.
For any of you that have gone through this you will know what a surreal time it is....the world just shifts a little and everything is now viewed ever so slightly differently.
Youngest you may remember is on her travels on the other side of the world. She did a skydive on the day of Joyce's funeral, this from a girl who up to now would not go on any theme park rides.
She has climbed 'mount doom', has black water rafted.....been up a glacier and yesterday did a bungee jump in New Zealand. All a very fitting tribute to her grandma who would have done all that if she could have.
I think youngest may come back a very different person, to the one who went.
I have started a bit of crafting again but as I have no camera , cannot show you anything at all!
This will be the first fathers/mothers day for us without any teen here in the house, so I am doing the breakfast in bed for Herb as a poor substitute. I will take him to a national trust this afternoon and it will be lovely....that's if we don't get soaked.
so again to all my friends that I have yet to meet....thank you very much, it meant ever such a lot x